I'm just never on time *SMILE*

I need to get better at this! I can't seem to remember to post every Sunday lol! Nothing new has really happened to me in the past week that was life changing. I am feeling better about my life and the people around me, I guess that that is a good thing. My Godson Jae'den turned 7 months old on 3/24/07. That is a milestone because he is so young at the moment! I cannot wait until I see him and he is walking!!! Every time I call his mother, I think he gets a tad bit jealous that all of her attention is not on him so he will start babbling louder and louder like he is joining in on the conversation lol! I think that he really is trying to mimic his mother's words. I think that it is quite cute.

I commend my friend because I do not think that I could raise a child at this point in my life. I am too selfish to do so. There are too many things that I want to do with my life before I have to take care of another person or having them depend on me. I love that little boy to death but when he cries, he CRIES and some times there is nothing that you can do to make him stop other than give him back to his mother. I would be kind of annoyed with that if I were a mother now to be honest. It may sound horrible but that is how I feel right now.

I don't want a child right now but I do want one in the future, when I am mature enough for one. If I really HAD to be a mother right now I believe that I could manage but I don't want to simply manage with my children, I want them to have everything that I can give them and more. My parents and grandparents made sure that their children had everything they needed and more and I want to do that for my children as well!